Why Can't I Smile??

Why can't things go well between .. the liar ,you and the crybaby me ??
Love isn't about the unhappy tears that go along with it .those tears only leave my eyes dry and hurt me.. I love this destiny ..between only you and only me..I want to accept your hot feelings ..and be taken by you forever ..despite you un-cute tearful face and your shortness, I still love you ..


I wonder if I'm reflected in your precious eyes?? I wonder how I can always be happy on the windowsill where the sunshine always falls ?? I hide my true feelings and the thumping of my heart . as always. The pain of not being able to understand each other burns. I want to smile. I want to smile. Down to the core of my heart. I'll open up to you about how I pretend to be strong, about how I am weak. About everything that means nothing. I'll continue to love you forever. Take my arm and let's walk. The seasons leave only me behind and take my precious person away, don't they ? I look for you . I look for you . I'm always looking for you. But when I find that person. Is it really you ? I'm so sad .. so sad. I could cry. How much feeling must I give to be able to embrace you ? ah, I want to smile .. I really want to smile. Throwing everything away.. I'll open up to you. About yesterday .. about tomorrow. About our future and everything, so much that I even can't take it all myself. You don't have to promise me anything. Lets just keep walking.

wo0o0ow FReX i realy liked your words they made up a wonderful lines that filled me up with strange feeling

i hope you keep up writting

thnx !! i had a tough time thinking if i should post it or no ..
but i'll try to keep on writing..

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